My KILL ME Moment

Right now feels like the moment in Little Miss Sunshine where Dwight finds out he's color-blind and he runs out screaming into the suburban desert. Right now feels like that, because I've basically just found out I'm totally stuck at Strest, forever.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKK.

WHY. WHY, GOD?
I really do think I'm going to kill myself sometime soon. I can't stay at Strest. I just can't. And I tell people that, I tell them "I can't be there, I'm going to kill myself." And nobody listens. Not even Diantha, who I thought would always hear me. But it's not going to be that way anymore, I guess. I guess it was a once-in-a-lifetime offer.

property of: _____ says:
well yeah. about that, btw, my mom's now made the decision that east hollywood is too "baby" of a school for me to go to, because the honors classes aren't available until 11th grade, and she's now saying that either i have to wait until i actually get to the IB programs, OR i can transfer to another school that has the same honors classes as west.

property of: _____ says:
So. I think I'm going to kill myself.

Nark's cousin says:
i think im going to drop out of school.

property of: _____ says:
i wish you wouldn't.

Nark's cousin says:
i dont think i can deal with not having friends at school.

OH, WOW. YOU NOT HAVING FRIENDS? WOW, WHAT AN AWFUL THING. SORRY I HAVE MY SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, LET ME DROP EVERYTHING AND ATTEND TO YOU AND YOUR LACK OF ABILITY TO LOOK BEYOND SOMEONE'S HAIR. SORRY, I SHOULDN'T HAVE BROUGHT UP THE FACT THAT I AM DYING OVER HERE. I'M SORRY. I'LL JUST GO SOB MYSELF TO SLEEP, I GUESS, THANKS FOR GETTING ON AT ALL. OH AND BY THE WAY?

FUCK YOU!